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MESSAGES RECEIVED FROM AROUND THE WORLD
BEFORE AND AFTER BILL'S PASSING - Page 4
Dear Joan,
The angels are twinkling and its gonna work out..it has to ...a big hug to
Bill and you and I won't stop thinking about you... I wish I had your
strength...
you and Bill will always be fine because you have each other!
Mary Ann
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Never, never, never, ever give up!
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Hi dear Everybody,
Because you have been flooding our lives with healing Light and positive Energy there is now some hope. Here's the story.
Friday night I had made the decision to bring Bill home because I was led to believe that the plan was to move him to the oncology floor and begin procedures at once. Turned out it wasn't true.
My daughters Mary and Peggy from Tulsa, strong women with lots of chutzpah and courage for their Dad's sake, on Saturday went to the Oncology floor in search of the Head of the department who was taking over the case, to ask him what it would take to stabilize Bill to bring him home. They would get answers; ah, I have trained them well. :) This is what he said:
He wants Bill on his floor so he can begin to build him up. He agrees that he could not now and probably never tolerate chemo treatments. However, there is a chemical called mylator which has a 40% chance of remission and does not ravage the body like chemo. This is worth considering, I think.
Mary pointed out to the Dr. that Bill is already allergic to Cytoxan, one of the chemo drugs in the protocol. The Dr. wanted to know when and why, then said, "That's five years ago and he took it for a year. Yes, that's what caused it." (the leukemia) There was not any doubt in his words. The Cytoxan which he was given to repress the immune system so the lung vasculitis wouldn't return, had caused the leukemia. In not so rare cases, this happens.
The doctor came to ICU today with his entourage because there is still not a bed available for Bill on his floor. During the night Bill almost left us again because his heart went back into atrifillibration (190 a minute) because they did another long drip which caused fluid overload and the heart condition. This dr. stopped it NOW. Also, he said he felt quite certain that he had an infection and ordered new antibiotics, which agrees with what I've said all along that Bill had something - a parasite, bacteria, something.
I must tell you that Angels are working around us. On Friday morning when I arrived, poor Bill was close to despair because he dreaded a second bone marrow biopsy - the first in Minnesota was very painful. I worked to calm him and energize him. I asked Emas, a nurse assistant and a very spiritual person to take over for me when I had to leave the room during the procedure. Two things happened - the nurse gave Bill a "margarita" without the salt (a sedative) so he didn't feel a thing and it only took ten minutes. What a relief that was to Bill.
Then afterwards I was seated alone with Bill just rubbing his arm and talking softly, when I looked up and there entered a priest who could have graced the cover of GQ! "Someone requested the Blessing for the Sick for Bill," he said. I told him that I had not. I asked Emas and he had not, but I said to Father Gray, who had just the slightest hint of an Irish accent, that Spirit must have sent you and I do want you to come in.
He gave Bill the finest blessing with Holy Oils. I wept and he told me each tear was a prayer. I told him that I would release Bill if it was time for him to leave me. Father replied that he didn't think Bill was interested in leaving just yet because it was so enjoyable being with me, but the fact that I would release him only showed that I loved him more than I loved myself. It was a totally lovely conversation and I felt better. And then he was gone.
Now we come to more synchronicity. On Saturday afternoon, after the hopeful good news from the oncology DR, I had some quite severe back muscle spasms so I went home to rest; therefore, I was at home when the phone rang in late afternoon. It was a healer in NYC who had been alerted by another healer who is in Maui to learn more from kahunas and other holy people. She wanted to know how Bill was doing and I told her all I knew.
She too works with White Healing Light, as I do. She said she would begin that evening to send Light to Bill. She said we had to work out a good imagery for Bill to use and for all of us to use when we send the White Light. I said, do you mean like PacMan finding cancer cells and gobbling them up to destroy them. She said, let's not think about killing or destroying. Instead let's image thousands of angels with flashlights!
I invite you all to join us in this imaging. Bill says he sees little Angels twinkling like Fireflies. This imagery can be used with anyone overcoming cancer so please use it for others, as well.
Bill continues to be Bill. Emas has named him "The Gentle Giant." When the director of hematology and his partner told us the results of the bone marrow test and then left, Bill said, "Nice guys; bad news."
He still winks at me when he sees me coming. :) And I still get a special thrill when he does. Perhaps in another ten years I might get used to it, but after knowing him over fifty years I doubt it!
I know this letter was long, but I wanted to share the Good News. Each moment we have to do the imaging is that much closer to another miracle. You've helped make others before.
I love you and thank you for your patience with me. Peggy and Mary left at noon and son Bill arrived at two so the troops are keeping track of Mom and Dad. :) We do have such good children. Blessings!
Love,
Joan
p.s. A special thanks to all who have sent me messages of encouragement and items worth noting concerning this health challenge.
jb
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Such good news, God still answers prayers, and you are
so strong. Bill is such a lucky person to have someone
like you to stay by his side every minute and be so
positive ever hoping for the best in others. I am sure
God has a special blessing for you also. My prayers
are with you and Bill.
Love Ken
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(your note about Bill winking at you was very touching ..... :-)
Much love,
MJ
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Joan, God knows exactly what he is doing. My prayers will be with all of you.
Rita
p.s. - Angels are very powerful. I'm so glad you had them surrounding you all at this time.
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Joan,
I'm praying so hard for you and Bill. There's a long-life candle on St.
Joseph's altar for him. I prayed that he'd get the help of the sacraments.
I'm so glad he did. The Blessing for the Sick is a healing blessing. I've
got images of tiny angels flitting around with their flashlights and will
continue to send prayers and good thoughts. I love you both. God's blessings
on you. --Christina
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Joan:
This morning I send you and Bill my prayers and positive thoughts. May God help you in your struggles. You have sent so much love over the years to your readers. It is time for some to come back to you.
Sincerely,
Anick
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I certainly feel blessed that I kept responding to your
emails and kept subscribed to your publications.
Because now I am reading your emails about all of
you and Bill and how you are handling this.
As I read through all of the life experiences you are
living and what Bill is experiencing, I feel blessed to
read of how you are handling these experiences. And
all of the people brought into your lives as they are...
the timing appears exquisite....
And then further the White Light Healing. Is there more
I could read on this or learn about on this or a newsletter
to read on this? I believe in this. I have used it time and
time again when my daughter is away and I start to feel
fear, worry, etc. then I just envision white light around
her and that helps me to rest easier. And I envision
it around our home when I feel some sort of fear. And
sometimes I begin to doubt it..wondering if it is valid.
Then I read of the healers in NYC and Maui and then you
and then I feel stronger.
So then I can say a huge THANK YOU for what you
have brought to me in the midst of all of these things
you and yours are handling. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I will be envisioning angels with flashlights searching
for every cancer cell in Bill's body to do the right work.
Warmth and support to you.
Rhen
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